Okey Bye...

Yesterday I took up the chance to discuss about issue if we are still able to meet up.

The respond more then what I was expecting to have.

I know that we wouldn’t come into a point on agreeing into this. Meaning no closure on this topic like before. We forever don’t have any closure on this.

What upset me more is the word that my friend choose to say and reply me like this is first time we meet up.

Well this is the last moment of our friendship.

-         -  Some much for a 2 years friendship

-         -  You show me what shit I am to you. I bid you didn’t even take me as a friend, more of a teddy bear in your life.

Again I should have listen to your message when we fight in DEC. If I accepted that thing wouldn’t happen today. Anyway I will save all the transcript to remind myself

I really so disappointed that this is what I get after we been friends for so long……

Sorry Day

Remember few days ago I was busy preparing how to say sorry to my friend? 

Well today has come and 

- Sorry was accepted 
- Like what I sense, really attached liao. No more single liao. 


Sometimes I don't understands why My fucking feeling is so accurate? 

I had another sense coming up after today meet up. 

- We are going to end this friendship again 
- I had a deep sense of feeling telling me we are having another major problem and this time round thing wouldn't work out anymore. 

I really had to say byebye forever. 


- The picture wasn't clear on what happen.


- But It clearly told me that we were fight for this last time and then everything ends from here onward.  

The only chance to say sorry!

Over the last couple of days I had been busy trying to figure how I could delivery my sorry message to my friend. 

I had so many ideas but

- Limited Time 
- Don't over do it 
- Had to show that I really mean to say sorry and not for the sake of saying. 


So what I done here is got a close friend office and we started drawing a picture from letter pad into Photoshop. 

I hope the effort and sorry gift would be helpful. 

Honestly I wasn't pinning much hope that it would be accepted. I hope this would also give myself an answer. 

Although we had disagreement from time to time, but a good friendship don't come easy. I hope that such experience would make us stronger.

But is this what is going to happen? Making friendship stronger like what I think? Anyway I already has a strong feeling she is already attached. Nvm i will know the answer on this Sunday!